Realizing That I Miss Him

 For the past year, I have been on this wild roller coaster ride of emotions. I have been happy, sad, emotional, tired, and a times I felt hopeless. Now when I think about these things, I am a bit disappointed in myself because I have such a great God who has made such great promises and kept, that I should never feel hopeless, but I did. "I think an unhappy Christian is an oxymoron. It shouldn't even be in the same sentence." ~Joyce Meyer The truth is that the past year has been really hard. My family and I moved away from all that we knew, besides each other and God. We've had to adjust to a new state and way of life. We have been blessed in so many ways by God, but at times the adjusting period was hard. Now, I have not hated life, but I have found myself in a couple tight corners that I could not see my way out of, but God is faithful. He helped me each and every time to come out. In the past year I have forgotten who I am and who God created me to be. I would even dare to say that I have, at times forgotten how big, strong, powerful , faithful, and loving my God truly is...and because of that I have not exactly enjoyed the rollercoaster of life. I have hidden myself at … [Read more...]