Archives for November 2012

Reminding Myself

There are times when I am going through things and I just feel...some kinda way. Those are times when I have to encourage and remind myself of the truth. The first truth that I am reminding myself of today is never fails. And just n case I almost forget, I've added it to my screensaver. It is so easy to forget sometimes. I want to do things my way at times and treat others the way that they have treated me. You know all the pain and the time spent crying can feel really horrible, but then I have to remember that love endures. That makes me question my motives heart. Am I only thinking of myself in the situation or is this about the ones that I love. The truth is that I have to continue to think on and remind myself of these things so that I can become better at loving those that God has given me to love. This can even be true with my kids. After a long stressful day, I'm tired and ready to go to bed. Sometimes they are not. They want to sit and talk or cuddles and play. When your tired, it's hard to have fun. Well, I know it is for me, but I have to give them what they need. When my oldest has been at school all day and needs his mama, I … [Read more...]

Realizing That I Miss Him

 For the past year, I have been on this wild roller coaster ride of emotions. I have been happy, sad, emotional, tired, and a times I felt hopeless. Now when I think about these things, I am a bit disappointed in myself because I have such a great God who has made such great promises and kept, that I should never feel hopeless, but I did. "I think an unhappy Christian is an oxymoron. It shouldn't even be in the same sentence." ~Joyce Meyer The truth is that the past year has been really hard. My family and I moved away from all that we knew, besides each other and God. We've had to adjust to a new state and way of life. We have been blessed in so many ways by God, but at times the adjusting period was hard. Now, I have not hated life, but I have found myself in a couple tight corners that I could not see my way out of, but God is faithful. He helped me each and every time to come out. In the past year I have forgotten who I am and who God created me to be. I would even dare to say that I have, at times forgotten how big, strong, powerful , faithful, and loving my God truly is...and because of that I have not exactly enjoyed the rollercoaster of life. I have hidden myself at … [Read more...]